today skipped school again. lol. i think i skipped like 6or7 times in less than one month. school practically sucks.
anyway, i just finished the drama "Nobuta wo Produce"! hmm how to say? its such a different feeling after watching the drama. feel happy inside me after watching the show.
its a good show. tomodachi eh?
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
ganbatte ne?
watching nobuta wo produce gonna end soon.. next week nihongo test & many other tests. studying hard.. ganbatte ne kun.. you told me will msg me later. and your later is how many days/months/years later? have u changed your heart? inside me, theres none other than thoughts of you hurting me.. every single day, my yearns became sadness, my life became empty. once, i thought when theres you, nothing else in my life will do. now everything seemed gone, i cant seem to be happy. and i have to fake it all. going to school and seeing u by chance is the worst thing ever. every single glance makes my heart shatter to nothing. i think im being dumb yet i hope i wont regret. today onwards, i decided to erase every single thing of you in my life. forgetting you may be my worst regret. even if it takes a lifetime to forget you, i will. goodbye purest love i ever had.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
yo
2days ago, i just completed the drama "Proposal Daisakusen".
Was a really good drama but may make u frustrated over it.
Its a love/romance drama. Basically, it is about a guy who returns to his past to change all his regrets. Yet at times, changing your regrets does not change your present.
To change the present, you have to break that hiding shell of yours.
Anyway, the main characters are awesomely goodlooking i have to say.
haha.
operation love in english.
would give it a 8.7/10!
anyway im catching an old drama called Nobuta wo Produce.
the starting makes me wanna watch on.
I gave up on 2other dramas which has boring starts:
Rookies and Seito Shokun.
If ur looking for a good drama to watch, ask me for recommendations!
Ja-ne
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Sucks
The only thing that sucks today is taking a cab down from Hougang to ClarkeQuay. Costs me 20bucks. and i spent everything that i tried saving so hard for the whole week. Just to sow into building fund. zz. i sometimes feel that throughout this 7years of my life, theres no major blessings. I gave almost always. trying to pick faith each time. nevertheless, nothing much came in. miracles doesnt happen once. during exams when i get the results i want, i feel its God. now come to think of it, is it really just my hard work? i realised i regretted many things. yet nothing can change these facts. im really holding on.. until the day i fall......
Thursday, November 6, 2008
...
today, practically skipped school then go out study nearby at macs. also watched drama "Proposal Daisuken". Sad drama. But great. update the picture when i finished watching.
life seemed to be having a major fucking problem. no hope, no joy, no anticipation and no less than being a shit. its fucked up when u see people you decide to trusted for a lifetime all slowly gone before u. i feel like quitting school alrdy.. and go find a job. its my last resort. im still deciding. but still, im dragging my "dry faith" and waiting for miracle to happen in this arise and build season. i still cannot imagine i went to pledge such a big amount despite my low pocketmoney and jobless. eh please dont give a single comment about this. im writing to express my own feeling..
goodnight.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
sayounara
skipped school, stay home to rewatch anime "Slam Dunk" and also a drama call "Rookies". guess i had no life. then go out around 8 to study at macs with andrew. then i study alone till 11+pm. left there then slowly stroll home. love a quiet night stroll.
