life seemed to be having a major fucking problem. no hope, no joy, no anticipation and no less than being a shit. its fucked up when u see people you decide to trusted for a lifetime all slowly gone before u. i feel like quitting school alrdy.. and go find a job. its my last resort. im still deciding. but still, im dragging my "dry faith" and waiting for miracle to happen in this arise and build season. i still cannot imagine i went to pledge such a big amount despite my low pocketmoney and jobless. eh please dont give a single comment about this. im writing to express my own feeling..
