watching nobuta wo produce gonna end soon.. next week nihongo test & many other tests. studying hard.. ganbatte ne kun.. you told me will msg me later. and your later is how many days/months/years later? have u changed your heart? inside me, theres none other than thoughts of you hurting me.. every single day, my yearns became sadness, my life became empty. once, i thought when theres you, nothing else in my life will do. now everything seemed gone, i cant seem to be happy. and i have to fake it all. going to school and seeing u by chance is the worst thing ever. every single glance makes my heart shatter to nothing. i think im being dumb yet i hope i wont regret. today onwards, i decided to erase every single thing of you in my life. forgetting you may be my worst regret. even if it takes a lifetime to forget you, i will. goodbye purest love i ever had.
